What I feel
Written by: Jonathon Thomson
The room is full but I’m alone
My head's elsewhere, unable to be here
And this makes it worse, when will it end
If only I could feel like them
If only I could feel again
But the clock keeps adding to my debt
Another minute I will dread
We'll be back, she had said
Your cry for me still echoes in my head
They say in time, I will heal
But time is out to make me kneel
Any warmth, time will steel
Until I have nothing left to feel
My heart’s now stone
I feel no love I feel no pain
Nothing left to lose or gain
No fear left in these veins but,
Somehow hope burns in this stone
A hope that one day I will hold you again
Yet I don’t want tomorrow to come
It’s just another day without the one I love
Travelling day by day on borrowed air
My memories stay with me everywhere
Your laughter still inside my head
A sound that haunts me in my bed
I had to learn how not to feel
Built these walls, because I must
I’ve been betrayed, lost my trust
Her love was a blade that turned to rust
I've now learnt how not to feel
These minutes from which I cannot hide
These memories god I've tried
If I felt at all I would have cried
But my heart’s a stone
I feel no love I feel no pain
Nothing left that I can lose or gain
No fear left in these hollow veins
There's nothing I can do it's all in vain
Will I ever break these chains
Let the sun refuse to rise
Let the stars forget the sky
If moving on means letting go
Then I don’t want to know
oh no
Because my hearts a stone
I feel no love I feel no pain
Nothing left that I can lose or gain
No fear left in these empty veins
There's nothing I can do it's all in vain
But hope still burns I don’t know why
A fragile spark that won’t quite die
Will I make it through tomorrow I can only try
oh
I fight the dawn I miss my friend
Yet tomorrow will come, it will make me pay yet again
So I don't want this night to end
Another minute without my friend
But if this is all I have left to hold
Then may my heart be set in stone
Lyrics
Songwriter: Jonathon Thomson
Composer: Jonathon Thomson
Producer: Jonathon Thomson
Director / Creative Director: Jonathon Thomson
Audio by: Suno
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